If you haven't seen X-Men 3 already go see it! I'm not going to go into any depth of a review because I suck at writing. It was a great movie with a great story and some more great acting. It's the only film I actually like Halle Berry in. Patrick Stewart rocks \m/

Things have happened in life recently that have made me think real hard about me and what I want to be doing with the rest of my life. It's the first time I've ever really thought about it like this and been as serious as this.

I've been really uncertain about whether or not I want to be in this whole web development business. Some days I think of course I want it and then others I really don't think I do. I don't think I'm particularly good at any of it but then that shouldn't be the reason why people do things.

It's all come down to me deciding now that I've lost what I consider to be the most important thing in life I feel like I've lost purpose. I'm not happy just working day in day out. I enjoy working (sometimes) but I just wish there was more to do in life than work your whole life only to die at the end. It seems pointless. Being in a relationship surely can't be the only point in life surely? I want to find out.

I've found a few sites offering a year away in other countries but only for gap years so basically you have to be straight from school if you want to go. There must be ways for older people to go. No matter how old you are there is lots to discover. I'll be looking harder for that.

Now is the time for travelling the world I think. I can't just pick up and leave even though I wish I could but I have to do it soon. As I say it's not really to see the world it's so that I can maybe find something I'm good at and find some kind of purpose/reason.

I just have to get off my ass and do it. Right now I have nothing to lose by trying.